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why is it i always expect things to stay the same when in reality i know they have to change. I really hate change, i dont think i fear it, i just hate it. I never use to be like that, i use to love change until i moved and realized that change isnt always for the better... then again i dont really know if it was for the worst. I guess im in love with the familiar and knowing what things are outside my comfort zone. In less then a year everything is going to be different and im not sure if im really ready for it.