Monday, November 30, 2009

I appreciate your help
But even you can't save me from myself
I used to know this boy
Who took notes in a book
But he ripped out all the pages
Before I got a look
At all the words he scribbled
At all the lines he filled
But the ink stains on his fingers
Told me he was skilled
At capturing a feeling
That most of us just miss
The simple pain of living
With goodbyes on our lips


I will not bow, I will not break
I will shut the world away
I will not fall, I will not fade
I will take your breath away
And I'll survive, paranoid
I have lost the will to change
And I am not proud, cold blooded, fake
I will shut the world away

Thursday, November 26, 2009


i want to sleep next to you. i want to spoon you and kiss the back of your neck 'cause the back of your neck smells amazing, always. i want to wake you up in the middle of the night after i go pee and squeeze you tight and watch you smile sleepily and fit your body against mine.

Monday, November 23, 2009

Camille asked me to be mean.

Camille, you're a poophead! >:O.

... not really. I love you. :)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

You are the one,
I've been waiting for today
Here comes the sun,
Its been baiting morn' today
Lately I've lost my tongue
Today you found my song
I know not long has grown
I thank God you came along
You are the one
I've been waiting for today
And here comes the sun,
Its been baiting morn' today
You looked right through me,
There was no one else
I sat beside you and became myself today

Thursday, November 5, 2009

bad luck

This month already sucks ass. First I got a $70 ticket for my registration and now i have to pay over $100 to get my car registered. Yes on 1 passed yesterday and I want to kill someone. What the fuck. One step forward, two steps back, always. I have a chemistry test today and I don't even know what the hell is going on. I hate chemistry and if i fail, I mine as well change my major.