Sunday, August 31, 2008

school sucks even when im not going.

I hate that everyone left=( where the hell did the summer go? I miss my brother more then anything. He is so far. Montreal is amazing though. There's definitely a lot more to do there then here. I feel guilty for wanting him to come back because i know that he'll grow a lot more there. It's just weird not having him here. He's my twin, enough said. It's not all bad that he's gone though, i feel like i had relied on him way too much for things and this is a chance for me to become more independent, which lord knows i need to be. It's just that I've never really had to do anything by myself. And now that maggie is gone, whoe's going to do stupid things with me? and come over when im bored and i have no plans? and laugh at things that no one thinks is funny? lame gahh=(. Im glad camille is still here. I don't know what I'd do without her. shes my fave.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

4 days.

I know its not to get away from me,
You just need a change of scenery.

I dont think i'll ever learn.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008


ahh i feel like i could explode. Im not sure if it's in a good way or a bad way. Right now i just can't sleep and I'm veeerryy tired. Also I have to get up at 5:30. Ahhhh im so frustrated, my mind won't turn off. I always have like a thousand things racing through my head and most of them are retarded. uhh yep.