you got much closer then i thought you did

I have soo many things running through my mind lately. I’m in a constant state of confusion, even more so then usual. In the past I’d look towards the future to get me through the present. Now when I look towards the future I feel like chunking. I don’t want to start all over again, especially alone. So damnnn! I also need to get my freakin license. I need a proper ID if I want my amazing tattoo. Ouiawyedsipujuihjdasn I’m pissed. I’m so far behind.