"Anger carries the mind away." (Virgil)

great show

Jack talking to Karen about her dead husband whom she "just talked to"-

"Oh my god what did he say? What does heaven look like? Do they let gay people in? No Wait! I want to be surprised!"

aahaha I died, I love him.

"She keeps me strong and sane while driving me crazy all at the same time."
"Sounds like you're in love."

aahaha

me - "yeah, but does it look bad on her?"

justin - "mmm it takes some getting use to..."

pale blue dot

I watched my guilt blossom before me
Like a tender shoot
With thirsty roots
O' how my garden grows
The shameful seeds I've sown
I watched its stems sprawl above me
Its dark shadow cast its cloud around me
But I can live with it
I'll live in it
There's no place like home
Sticks and stones won't break my bones
It's the branches and boulders I shoulder
I can live with it

mother dearest

It's gotten to the point where I can truly say that I hate my mother. She always makes me feel horrible for everything that I do and for what and who I am. I've completely given up on her. I want to move so far away from that psychotic bitch. She is so ignorant and naive, she constantly thinks she knows what's best for everyone. I never thought that I had to really prove myself to her. She's my mom, mothers should accept their children and support them, not make them feel like a second class piece of shit. Everything is really getting to me lately. I'm finding it harder and harder to distract myself from the things that upset me. I'm trapped and I'm going insane here.