To put it plainly, some things are hard to take in. More so when they're true and make perfect sense. I just don't want to hear it, partially because I don't want to believe it.

.

If she only knew just how sorry I was

:)

... but i want it...

mood I deny

I need help from people who can't help me. I'm tired of wondering what's next and being so uncertain. I'm not powerless but it sure as hell feels like it.

lame

It figures, I start making money and I can't spend it. Fantastic.

My mind's not a well;
It won't run dry.
Just keep drinking water and you'll be alright.

CS

Your rational mind's insane
You taste the sound you make
When the light from the sun
It's the story that never gets sold
The light from the sun, it is your mother.
Attache means identity
Erases things so why should we?

my life

"You are just so gay. SO gay"
"I know... I know..."

hahahaha

summer begins

So today is my last day of school and though I'm excited, I'm a little sad at the same time. I liked my classes this year. Well, not so much history. That class took a lot out of me and there was a huge creeper in it. I think I'll miss my psychology class the most. Everyone in there was a huge character. The class was just really funny and entertaining. Although I'm done with this semester, it seems as if my to-do list has grown. In place of school I'm going to be working. Then I'm taking an art class over the summer which everyone has told me is a bitch. Great. On top of that I have to move to Biddeford. The original plan of me moving in with Justin is ruined due to a stupid skank whore. So now I have to actually get a place. I also have to worry about getting into USM. Oh and at the moment I am without a car due to the fact that my brakes are completely gone. I was driving a death car. Super. I'm still hopeful though that everything is going to fall into place. I just have to keep on truckin' (wow, i can't believe i just said "truckin'" that's sexy).